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the pursuit of happyness
before i start human geog again,was thinking about the times in my life when i wished time would stop..in the pursuit of happiness.as the new will smith movie says.oh well.hana kimi rocks btw,quan is like,a wangleehom plus rain.which is extremely hot and handsome. (: whoopee.
times in my life when i found happyness to pursue..
1. racho and i would cycle to east coast macs and share wedges and green tea,talk all we want about all the emo shit we have.we'll also have all the time to play with the carnival toy machines and pick the stuff toys we want.we won't care that we only have each other and no boy then.we'll be the happiest singles together.
2. zwing and i would stroll along the track in the dark of night,singing A Whole New World and every other song we sing together..we'll take photos in the dark and sit at the far end of the field talking and laughing.il be listening to her and she won't have kumkay bugging her to go join him at the PE dept or sth.chook rocks la,but with zwing alone im more than happy.
3. josh and i would sit on his bed singing that lin jun jie song over and over again as yongliang snoozes on his bed next to us.we'll talk in whispers and laugh to ourselves as i keep forgetting my lines,and josh would have that endearing smile on his face while i wonder why on earth im singing a love song with a guy i can't possibly be in love with.it doesn't matter though,even if we're not in love unlike the song suggests,im happy.
4. meng would give me a call and we'll talk nonstop through the night saying things to annoy each other,making fun of typos we make and gossiping about sth or another.then il say some emo shit thing and we'll both get so serious.i might cry but meng wouldn't freak out,cos he never does.even if i cry he'll say something funny accidentally trying to make me stop,but i'll be happy nonetheless.
5. steph and i will be sitting in GP class laughing and laughing not so secretly as mr kan struggles to control his urge to kill us.she'll say something funny about jackie chan or pong or God knows which other love interest and ill be furiously shaking with muted laughter.then she'll take out her PE shirt and laugh into it,and its her highly infectious laughter that leaves me everlastingly happy in that moment.
6. trinette will be slightly moody as we cycle home.i'll take her to the park bench,where we'll sit down and have one of those good long talks as the sun sets.i'll probably be in PE attire and all tired out,but it feels great talking to her about things we rarely get to say in our busy lives.she'll tell me things she rarely tells people cos she's scared of what they'll think of her,but i'll be more than happy to listen and prove to her she means more to me than she knows or thinks.
7. either nicky or ben will be walking home after church with me.we'll go to the shell station,and either one of us will treat the other to some junk food item we know we'll regret eating.then we'll slowly walk home,me in high heels and him walking too fast.we'll talk about stuff..all sorts..funny stuff..mummy and her antics.who knows.we'll be eating chips we can't see cos there's barely any light left in the sky and sooner or later one of us will say sth really funny and we'll laugh out loud into the night.maybe we'll sing.im happy when i sing with someone,even my brothers.
8. robyn and i will be on bus 67,which means she'll get off with me at my bus stop to wait for 24 instead of taking 28 to payalebar mrt.on the bus we'll be talking about one of my exploits in school,or maybe rain.we'll probably be disturbing the whole bus giggling about our misadventures.today she's not messaging zheng at the same time but instead she's doing the story telling.i won't even feel left out not telling my stories cos hers would be so interesting.she'll probably do something retarded,robynish.she'll laugh her weird laugh and il be happy to point that out once again.
9. jon and i would be strolling on a beach somewhere.it's four a.m. in the morning and we're both kinda tired.but we're happy we've got each other to talk endlessly to.we won't be able to see a thing except the waves reflecting the moonlight..there's people sleeping on the beach all around us.we'll be holding hands,and i'll still be 2 years older than him.he's still acting gay/drama-mama and i'll be rolling my eyes and telling him how his haircut looks bad as usual,but i love the way he smiles with his dimples.spending rare time with him is always happy.
10. walking in the rain,might be with trinette,might be alone.whatever it is im more caught up with the fact that God's here in the rain,and i can't stop yelling and telling him how much i love him.as the rain pours down all over my face and i can barely see ahead of me,i push my bike against the wind and close my eyes thinking about how God's everywhere around me.if life on my own were a desert,God would be my much needed rain.he's not just happiness.he's joy. ¶ 10:20 PM
times in my life when i found happyness to pursue..
1. racho and i would cycle to east coast macs and share wedges and green tea,talk all we want about all the emo shit we have.we'll also have all the time to play with the carnival toy machines and pick the stuff toys we want.we won't care that we only have each other and no boy then.we'll be the happiest singles together.
2. zwing and i would stroll along the track in the dark of night,singing A Whole New World and every other song we sing together..we'll take photos in the dark and sit at the far end of the field talking and laughing.il be listening to her and she won't have kumkay bugging her to go join him at the PE dept or sth.chook rocks la,but with zwing alone im more than happy.
3. josh and i would sit on his bed singing that lin jun jie song over and over again as yongliang snoozes on his bed next to us.we'll talk in whispers and laugh to ourselves as i keep forgetting my lines,and josh would have that endearing smile on his face while i wonder why on earth im singing a love song with a guy i can't possibly be in love with.it doesn't matter though,even if we're not in love unlike the song suggests,im happy.
4. meng would give me a call and we'll talk nonstop through the night saying things to annoy each other,making fun of typos we make and gossiping about sth or another.then il say some emo shit thing and we'll both get so serious.i might cry but meng wouldn't freak out,cos he never does.even if i cry he'll say something funny accidentally trying to make me stop,but i'll be happy nonetheless.
5. steph and i will be sitting in GP class laughing and laughing not so secretly as mr kan struggles to control his urge to kill us.she'll say something funny about jackie chan or pong or God knows which other love interest and ill be furiously shaking with muted laughter.then she'll take out her PE shirt and laugh into it,and its her highly infectious laughter that leaves me everlastingly happy in that moment.
6. trinette will be slightly moody as we cycle home.i'll take her to the park bench,where we'll sit down and have one of those good long talks as the sun sets.i'll probably be in PE attire and all tired out,but it feels great talking to her about things we rarely get to say in our busy lives.she'll tell me things she rarely tells people cos she's scared of what they'll think of her,but i'll be more than happy to listen and prove to her she means more to me than she knows or thinks.
7. either nicky or ben will be walking home after church with me.we'll go to the shell station,and either one of us will treat the other to some junk food item we know we'll regret eating.then we'll slowly walk home,me in high heels and him walking too fast.we'll talk about stuff..all sorts..funny stuff..mummy and her antics.who knows.we'll be eating chips we can't see cos there's barely any light left in the sky and sooner or later one of us will say sth really funny and we'll laugh out loud into the night.maybe we'll sing.im happy when i sing with someone,even my brothers.
8. robyn and i will be on bus 67,which means she'll get off with me at my bus stop to wait for 24 instead of taking 28 to payalebar mrt.on the bus we'll be talking about one of my exploits in school,or maybe rain.we'll probably be disturbing the whole bus giggling about our misadventures.today she's not messaging zheng at the same time but instead she's doing the story telling.i won't even feel left out not telling my stories cos hers would be so interesting.she'll probably do something retarded,robynish.she'll laugh her weird laugh and il be happy to point that out once again.
9. jon and i would be strolling on a beach somewhere.it's four a.m. in the morning and we're both kinda tired.but we're happy we've got each other to talk endlessly to.we won't be able to see a thing except the waves reflecting the moonlight..there's people sleeping on the beach all around us.we'll be holding hands,and i'll still be 2 years older than him.he's still acting gay/drama-mama and i'll be rolling my eyes and telling him how his haircut looks bad as usual,but i love the way he smiles with his dimples.spending rare time with him is always happy.
10. walking in the rain,might be with trinette,might be alone.whatever it is im more caught up with the fact that God's here in the rain,and i can't stop yelling and telling him how much i love him.as the rain pours down all over my face and i can barely see ahead of me,i push my bike against the wind and close my eyes thinking about how God's everywhere around me.if life on my own were a desert,God would be my much needed rain.he's not just happiness.he's joy. ¶ 10:20 PM
