things unsaid was i disillusioned
were my eyes closed
as i reached out for you
thought you had your arms outstretched
took strength from you
fell into you

was i frightened
was my heart beating too fast
as i held you so closely
unwilling to let you run away from me
cried upon your shoulder
shut my eyes

was i deafened
were my hands to my ears
as i listened to you cooing
thinking you were telling me you loved me
gave you my precious heart
i loved you

was i foolish
was my head taken as well
as i realized my heart was gone
and tried desperately to make you give it back
you didn't know you had it
i didn't dare to tell

am i lost forever
am i able to leave you behind
as i choose silence over truth
so you will walk beside me as far as you can
before she comes
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