love is watching that someone die taken from deathcab's what sarah said.i finally listened to the lyrics,as zheng has been telling me to do.and i realized their songs haf like no chorus.just a whole string of poetic stuff.hahah stuff that i can actually see myself righting.in a poem that is.but that line really hit me.esp after since zheng was telling me how the worries of marriage wld be watching her die.

now that im listening to an emo song ..forbidden love by SENS (jap) and it's piano instrumental and terribly NICE.gosh,im in love with it.it makes me feel lyk crying and crying.it's amazing how the composer managed to incorporate so much relevant feeling into the tune.ahhhhh.

everyth's making me emo now!! ESP the song.

first iv been chionging for econs test,which iv given up on by now cos im soooo tired out.then im feeling v unhappy abt my pending failure for 2.4 cos im lyk worse than ever b4 or sth.wonder why!iv been quite active and doing retarded things like cycling to sch and from sch everyday,doing stuff with health and fitness club,running arnd sg.tired out.i saw sam ting running today,and he runs like..woah.one round aft another,speed nv changing,no sign of pain,fatigue..nth.i want to be like that.however,no more inspiration OR hope to ever be a runner.cannot make it.see,makes me sad.

im happy to the point of sad now,cos david's back!i knew he was coming back one of these days,but i was wishing on and off thru out the weeks he was gone that he'd be back so i cld keep him updated with all that has happened.the wallet thing..the O lvl thing..VJ stuff..!ho clan..so many things have happened i guess.he missed out on the best parts,but im just glad he's back la.but the song again,is making me feel lyk crying cos it was such a surprise to see him online again.

ah (:

the only other thing making me sad now,is that horrid econs test im gona be facing in abt 12 hours.not good.hahhaa (:

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