born to blade;raised to FLY
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RACHEL HO.
entitled cos i wana talk to her like,ASAP.
haf interesting things to tell her.
anyway,haf a pic of duane and his CUTE BROTHER DARIAN.i hope i spelt it right.
oh coolness,they're HO's too.
HEY HO! ¶ 11:32 PM 0 comments
entitled cos i wana talk to her like,ASAP.
haf interesting things to tell her.
anyway,haf a pic of duane and his CUTE BROTHER DARIAN.i hope i spelt it right.
oh coolness,they're HO's too.
HEY HO! ¶ 11:32 PM 0 comments
HANGING IN THERE
she bats an eyelid,maybe two
nothing
get out of me
she screams somewhere inside her head
deep down where the blood ceases to flow
get the hell away from me
she knew it was there
right from the start
but she lied
everything will be okay
she thought then
then
now
things have changed
things change
you can't leave a bloodied arrow sticking out
through her stubborn heart forever
and not feel the pain
when she sees them
holding hands standing close
far away from her
she has to wrench that arrow out
before she drowns in all that worthless blood
his eyes meet hers
and they smile
she wants to push the hurt back in
and dissolve back into the girl
he knows
he doesn't know
how much she bleeds inside
for him
this can't be love
she is a fool
what does love know
love spurns me like hatred
if love is love
it doesn't love me
she closes her eyes
get lost
love
like a careless elbow
bent ever so slight
knocking the glass heart
off
what used to be a chip
so special
pleasure spiked with pain
someone had said
now lies smashed
in a thousand glorious bits
she feels it dig a bottomless pit
where her inner person
used to be
she was happy
life was her playground
till he came along
he was the one
who broke a little piece
of untouched heart
he did not know how
it hung upon his sleeve
how she pretended it still belonged to her
but he came back one day
with his other half
and decided to steal
the rest of that little heart
away ¶ 11:33 AM 0 comments
nothing
get out of me
she screams somewhere inside her head
deep down where the blood ceases to flow
get the hell away from me
she knew it was there
right from the start
but she lied
everything will be okay
she thought then
then
now
things have changed
things change
you can't leave a bloodied arrow sticking out
through her stubborn heart forever
and not feel the pain
when she sees them
holding hands standing close
far away from her
she has to wrench that arrow out
before she drowns in all that worthless blood
his eyes meet hers
and they smile
she wants to push the hurt back in
and dissolve back into the girl
he knows
he doesn't know
how much she bleeds inside
for him
this can't be love
she is a fool
what does love know
love spurns me like hatred
if love is love
it doesn't love me
she closes her eyes
get lost
love
like a careless elbow
bent ever so slight
knocking the glass heart
off
what used to be a chip
so special
pleasure spiked with pain
someone had said
now lies smashed
in a thousand glorious bits
she feels it dig a bottomless pit
where her inner person
used to be
she was happy
life was her playground
till he came along
he was the one
who broke a little piece
of untouched heart
he did not know how
it hung upon his sleeve
how she pretended it still belonged to her
but he came back one day
with his other half
and decided to steal
the rest of that little heart
away ¶ 11:33 AM 0 comments
I THINK I'M GONNA MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY
ah,no more lessons together as FOUR PRUDENCE 05.
im gonna miss being the delinquent class rep. :( im gona miss linda,the goodytwoshoes class rep.
im gona miss yelling at the class to evacuate the room asap.
im gona miss being naughty in geog lectures..i rmb that transvestite on the ppln pyramid joke.haha,i really got into ms leong's books.
and talentime 05! here's to rowe the electricguitarist,shanny the bassist,yanqin on the syn,cheryl on the keyboard/sitar,shu on the DRUMS,and me on the,..(flute,HAH)..MIC!
ah,those were the days.
must keep some record after 0's are over.
anyhow's iv more or less forgotten wat im supposed to be blogging abt.i need to get my ass offline and into bed.
I NEED ESMOND'S DISCIPLINE.he's one amazing cinderella.never more than 12 midnight if he can help it.NEVER.
kay,better go off now. :) ¶ 12:21 AM 0 comments
im gonna miss being the delinquent class rep. :( im gona miss linda,the goodytwoshoes class rep.
im gona miss yelling at the class to evacuate the room asap.
im gona miss being naughty in geog lectures..i rmb that transvestite on the ppln pyramid joke.haha,i really got into ms leong's books.
and talentime 05! here's to rowe the electricguitarist,shanny the bassist,yanqin on the syn,cheryl on the keyboard/sitar,shu on the DRUMS,and me on the,..(flute,HAH)..MIC!
ah,those were the days.
must keep some record after 0's are over.
anyhow's iv more or less forgotten wat im supposed to be blogging abt.i need to get my ass offline and into bed.
I NEED ESMOND'S DISCIPLINE.he's one amazing cinderella.never more than 12 midnight if he can help it.NEVER.
ESMOND,I ADMIRE YOU FOR THAT.
kay,better go off now. :) ¶ 12:21 AM 0 comments
