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even the best fall down sometimes
theres this world wind of songs just rushing thru me.and i feel absolutely overwhelmed by my emotions,which is a really stupid thing.there you go,another song.emotions by destiny's child.
i can possibly think of a song for every feeling that courses thru me.
anyhows,im feeling very low and rather depressed.have been ever since the internet line got cut off cos my dad's been considering changing from starhub back to singtel but still hasn bothered doing anything abt it.that means i haf no friggin internet.wat im using now is some maxonline flexi plan,which u just sign up for 3 days at a time,and pay for 3 days worth of usage.it really sucks,cos everything seems to haf slowed down,and i feel all helpless.
perhaps im addicted to the internet,which is not a very accurate hypothesis,bcos i hardly use it.
hardly,being no day time usage,no weekday usage most of the time.
i just liked having it arnd,like an old reliable or sth.just knowing it was just,THERE,makes things a hell lot better.
i just feel happy thinking abt going online,even if i dun in the end.
its like inspiration to slog it out during the boring hard days that repeat monotonously thruout my life.
work work work,but at least there was sth GOOD to look forward too,esp when i barely watch tv,and am entirely not addicted to tv.
i hafn been working on anything since the day of my chinese oh's.i hafn rested much either,nor have had the time to feel elated abt its completion.all iv been thru this week is hot sun,pain,waking up damn early and angry,sitting thru boring lectures and reading books.thank God for stef's books id say.the last one i read was very very good.
the book 'fire by night',is set in like,19th century or sth,and is abt the american civil war and 2 very different women caught up in it.its actually a good mix of history and nursing,fighting,refining the perfection of womenhood,and above all,love.the love part was awfully sweet,and unconventional too :)
it makes me wonder abt how the writer managed to write so elaborately.i guess thats why theyre called writers.
what does that make me? ¶ 9:32 PM 0 comments
i can possibly think of a song for every feeling that courses thru me.
anyhows,im feeling very low and rather depressed.have been ever since the internet line got cut off cos my dad's been considering changing from starhub back to singtel but still hasn bothered doing anything abt it.that means i haf no friggin internet.wat im using now is some maxonline flexi plan,which u just sign up for 3 days at a time,and pay for 3 days worth of usage.it really sucks,cos everything seems to haf slowed down,and i feel all helpless.
perhaps im addicted to the internet,which is not a very accurate hypothesis,bcos i hardly use it.
hardly,being no day time usage,no weekday usage most of the time.
i just liked having it arnd,like an old reliable or sth.just knowing it was just,THERE,makes things a hell lot better.
i just feel happy thinking abt going online,even if i dun in the end.
its like inspiration to slog it out during the boring hard days that repeat monotonously thruout my life.
work work work,but at least there was sth GOOD to look forward too,esp when i barely watch tv,and am entirely not addicted to tv.
i hafn been working on anything since the day of my chinese oh's.i hafn rested much either,nor have had the time to feel elated abt its completion.all iv been thru this week is hot sun,pain,waking up damn early and angry,sitting thru boring lectures and reading books.thank God for stef's books id say.the last one i read was very very good.
the book 'fire by night',is set in like,19th century or sth,and is abt the american civil war and 2 very different women caught up in it.its actually a good mix of history and nursing,fighting,refining the perfection of womenhood,and above all,love.the love part was awfully sweet,and unconventional too :)
it makes me wonder abt how the writer managed to write so elaborately.i guess thats why theyre called writers.
what does that make me? ¶ 9:32 PM 0 comments
