born to blade;raised to FLY
20060812
when God ran
planetshakers concert was a great spiritual earthquake,if u ask me.man im like so tired now but if i don't blog tonight i don't think im ever gona get down to doing so.
today was another failure of a mugging resolution.i woke up early,joined royce steph and swan in waiting for rachel orlick and mel to arrive at the gates of VJ before proceeding an hour late to the beach.after which we spent quite some time wondering where to sit and having that very sweet birthday session for swan.happy birthday swan! and yeah,for more details on that part of the day,check out the class blog..which is in my linkes.all our duno wat..80 pics or sth are there.
kianboon joined us at parkway for lunch after that,then we went arnd trying clothes and drinking iceblend..well and finally landed up back at daryl's house where me and kianboon played winning 11 for quite sometime before i realized i was late to meet zwing for the planetshakers thing.everybody left tgt and i took a bus with kianboon again to bedok,where i was like rushing like crazy to get to expo.
zwing was late anyway.wells.tonight was a good night man.spiritual earthquake,really.that's all i can afford to say.too much!
well,iv got some stuff to say to God before i go and catch those ZZzzzZs.
dear God...WOW.you really made tonight a night of spiritual encounter man.i mean,it's the same as last year.as i emerge from the doldrums of spiritual low and wander my way back to the cross,the planetshakers again have stepped in and reminded me of how planetshaking ur whole movement on earth is Lord.and i wanna be part of that!not only that Lord.i really got what u were trying to say to me regarding all my sadness and distance from you.how i really am the prodigal child..taking all ur blessing and running far away from you to spend it all laughing and having mad fun..pulling away from the protective wings of the Almighty and venturing out into a seemingly harmless world.but God,i made up my mind that i wanna turn back to you.i can try all other method to make up that emptiness..think i know everyth but nv knowing anyth at all in the end.being void.but God,this really is the God-shaped hole YOU need to fill,and nth i can do will ever satisfy my hunger.it's a hunger and thirst..a burning desire to be filled with YOU Lord.stir it up in me!!(: yeah God,and i cldn help feeling so ashamed of myself when i closed my eyes and..whilst i was running back to you..you were already watching and waiting for me to return and like the Father of the prodigal son,ran faster and caught me in your embrace.just..caught me and i knew that i was back where i always belonged.and you still loved me so much..you wanted me back even though no one in the world could ever do so if they knew the unfaithfulness of my heart.oh God please forgive me,teach me to love you more more more! don't let me go anymore Lord.im not gonna let you go either.im back with you Lord.im back.and you're holding me so tight,letting me know everyth's in your arms..my whole life..Lord i don't wanna hold anyth back from you.you take all of ME Lord.all you've given me..my life..it's yours.and without you in my life..il never be complete.Lord if ur not my life,i don't know what i am.and this isn about religion is it?it's about Jesus.religion can't fulfill me.but relationship with Christ can.and i want this relationship to be more mindblowing than i can ever imagine,more life-bound than i could ever be commited to.wow.Lord,the things you could do with me.you're just holding me in your arms,never letting me go..and i know watever happens.this is your purpose for me Lord.right now i really wanna seek your calling for me.are you calling for a ministry shift?are you moving me from church into the marketplace,school?Lord if you have a bigger plan for me,please lay it out before me and walk with me through it.reveal these plans to me Father,so that i may be used by you for you in your time.oh God let me reach out to those who earnestly seek you.who long to fill the Godshaped hole and experience the power of the Holy Spirit in their lives too.God you continue to mould me and make me.bring me closer to You..that i may know you and worship you in spirit and in truth all the days of my life.i love you Lord.i love you as much as my body spirit and soul can manage to.thank you for running to me and snatching me back,forgiving my ungratefulness and restoring my strength in your awesome power.empower me oh God!!(:
in JESUS NAME I PRAY,
AMEN. ¶ 1:46 AM 0 comments
today was another failure of a mugging resolution.i woke up early,joined royce steph and swan in waiting for rachel orlick and mel to arrive at the gates of VJ before proceeding an hour late to the beach.after which we spent quite some time wondering where to sit and having that very sweet birthday session for swan.happy birthday swan! and yeah,for more details on that part of the day,check out the class blog..which is in my linkes.all our duno wat..80 pics or sth are there.
kianboon joined us at parkway for lunch after that,then we went arnd trying clothes and drinking iceblend..well and finally landed up back at daryl's house where me and kianboon played winning 11 for quite sometime before i realized i was late to meet zwing for the planetshakers thing.everybody left tgt and i took a bus with kianboon again to bedok,where i was like rushing like crazy to get to expo.
zwing was late anyway.wells.tonight was a good night man.spiritual earthquake,really.that's all i can afford to say.too much!
well,iv got some stuff to say to God before i go and catch those ZZzzzZs.
dear God...WOW.you really made tonight a night of spiritual encounter man.i mean,it's the same as last year.as i emerge from the doldrums of spiritual low and wander my way back to the cross,the planetshakers again have stepped in and reminded me of how planetshaking ur whole movement on earth is Lord.and i wanna be part of that!not only that Lord.i really got what u were trying to say to me regarding all my sadness and distance from you.how i really am the prodigal child..taking all ur blessing and running far away from you to spend it all laughing and having mad fun..pulling away from the protective wings of the Almighty and venturing out into a seemingly harmless world.but God,i made up my mind that i wanna turn back to you.i can try all other method to make up that emptiness..think i know everyth but nv knowing anyth at all in the end.being void.but God,this really is the God-shaped hole YOU need to fill,and nth i can do will ever satisfy my hunger.it's a hunger and thirst..a burning desire to be filled with YOU Lord.stir it up in me!!(: yeah God,and i cldn help feeling so ashamed of myself when i closed my eyes and..whilst i was running back to you..you were already watching and waiting for me to return and like the Father of the prodigal son,ran faster and caught me in your embrace.just..caught me and i knew that i was back where i always belonged.and you still loved me so much..you wanted me back even though no one in the world could ever do so if they knew the unfaithfulness of my heart.oh God please forgive me,teach me to love you more more more! don't let me go anymore Lord.im not gonna let you go either.im back with you Lord.im back.and you're holding me so tight,letting me know everyth's in your arms..my whole life..Lord i don't wanna hold anyth back from you.you take all of ME Lord.all you've given me..my life..it's yours.and without you in my life..il never be complete.Lord if ur not my life,i don't know what i am.and this isn about religion is it?it's about Jesus.religion can't fulfill me.but relationship with Christ can.and i want this relationship to be more mindblowing than i can ever imagine,more life-bound than i could ever be commited to.wow.Lord,the things you could do with me.you're just holding me in your arms,never letting me go..and i know watever happens.this is your purpose for me Lord.right now i really wanna seek your calling for me.are you calling for a ministry shift?are you moving me from church into the marketplace,school?Lord if you have a bigger plan for me,please lay it out before me and walk with me through it.reveal these plans to me Father,so that i may be used by you for you in your time.oh God let me reach out to those who earnestly seek you.who long to fill the Godshaped hole and experience the power of the Holy Spirit in their lives too.God you continue to mould me and make me.bring me closer to You..that i may know you and worship you in spirit and in truth all the days of my life.i love you Lord.i love you as much as my body spirit and soul can manage to.thank you for running to me and snatching me back,forgiving my ungratefulness and restoring my strength in your awesome power.empower me oh God!!(:
in JESUS NAME I PRAY,
AMEN. ¶ 1:46 AM 0 comments
