sometimes even the shadows avoid me we ran 2 km today.of course...well you know the rest of my story at least.its always the same.

went out briefly with the four idiots today. I.D.O 1st March 2005.whats sad is that we hardly even see each other anymore.so much so that each meeting altgt may just be our last.kl's leaving.im leaving..

i think i pissed mark off last nite when i probed abt that gifted thing and wat mean thing he was going to say to me.i definitely feel bad bcos deep down i noe that he hates it.but i din noe he hated it so much to actually hate me to ask abt it in the first place.gosh i must haf been so annoying.i noe that he finds me annoying for sure.oh sob,i feel like a very bad person.im sorry mark;i really am.also judging from how scared kl admitted to being of me,because i mock -- yes, mock -- her for not laughing along with me was quite a shock to read in her letter.i mean,iv nv gone arnd mocking ppl neither has anyone else told me i was mocking them.erm,esp not kl.hafn spoken to her in so long i dun even rmb a slightest bit of mocking her.ever.

im betting that ppl actually hate me alot.lyk,a lot.perhaps if its true,i can leave and never look back.

speaking of being a bad guy,Count Olaf in A Series of Unfortunate Events is such a skeez he's practically the biggest idiot iv ever read abt.the Bauledaire children are cool,but they dun seem to grow up.the story line,is immature but corny to liking.watever that's supposed to mean.

i only like Count Olaf because he has that super cool eye tattoo on his ankle (iv always wanted an ankle tattoo!!) AND because he's Jim Carrey.or rather, Jim Carrey's him.

sometimes i feel as though even the shadows avoid me

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