love free flow i need to get it out of my system! my tiny little heart is going to break down from overload of joy soon.(: i shall write an ode to the most beautiful closure of a long term suffering.

let me remember how it started
one cold cold night,and i sat under her blanket
shivering and writing
wondering what to talk to her about
she stood at the mirror combing her hair
preening
looking pretty
i had to say something to break the silence
so i asked her where her heart lay
did it lie with him?
she turned and looked at me and said
horror on her face
no
of course it doesn't
and then she told me this awful truth
so shocking it made me laugh
no way i said
don't tell a soul she said
and from then on i held her secret
talk we did about him whenever we walked together
sat together
waited for the bus together
talk and talk
i asked a lot, so what now?
and she'd shrug her bony shoulders and say
i don't know, there's nothing to do
nothing i do would make him look at me
nothing i say would make him like me
let's forget this, leave it be
all i could do was watch this innocent love let die
so i promised myself i would change her world
i tried
for months i plotted and schemed
spoke to him, mentioned her name
once or twice i got it in but he seemed to not care
not look at her
not like her
and for months this dragged on
my nudging and consoling
suggesting
and hoping
nothing
many times i wondered why i did this
was this for her?
was this for him?
and then they got the wrong idea
thought i was up to something for myself
drilled it into me, agonizing my cause
until i grew confused and almost believed them
perhaps there's something wrong with me
but i loved her as my own sister
i believed i could change her world if i tried
endured the pain a little longer
sacrificed a little more
although there were times i felt helpless
hopeless
hope floats
one day i sat again with her and she sighed
that silly sigh
ignorant fools we were
for when i asked her to be his friend
it was the best question i'd ever asked
she picked up Courage
dropped off Fear
and marched ahead to meet him
and in the week that flew by us
he became her friend and her Hope grew
but he'll never like me she'd say
shut up, you don't know a thing i'd reply
not that i knew anything however (:
a few nights later i provoked the two
a chain reaction sparked
truth revealed
his truth revealed
and we all hereby witnessed,
the ultimate love story of all.

he<3her
till death do them part.  ¶ 10:30 PM 0 comments