stillness
it should be staleness.im so behind.iv just spent an entire week sick to the bone.like,seriously.so WEAK.AH.like all i did was battle high fever,puke,feel dizzy and CANT EAT.
it was pure torture.i almost cried on a lot of occassions and just felt you noe..giving up.today im so much better,tho i haf the last stage of GERMAN MEASLES! at least thats wat my youngest brother calls it.my mum my bro and i all had abt the same thing but since i already haf a case of gastritis,my whole sickness was worse! i cldn eat,cos my mouth was SO bitter even water was so hard to drink,but i also puked out stomach acid cos i was going hungry...eat or dun eat i puked.every morning i woke up for like...5 to 6 days,i puked.rowena was very sweet to msg me a lot,and she kept saying perhaps ur pregnant.oh please,is all i haf to say.of course she was kidding.
but anyhows being pregnant is sth i so dun wanna be.now i noe how that morning sickness feels like.i was like this messed up oily smelly piece of dirt moping arnd the house retching and groaning and when i tried to sleep my stomach hurt..my fever shot to like almost forty...
sheesh was i sooooo sick.the night i really started with the sickness i was at david's house for his birthday gathering thingy,and i was so bloody sick by the end of it i thot that david and his fren weikeong wld be the last two friends to see me alive that night they sent me home.my fever was...a killer.i thot i was going to die la.actually if i had just listened to dave and taken the bloody panadol b4 i went off to bed,i wld haf lessened my chances of actually dying,but i din,so my parents were especially pissed off in the morning they saw my 'DUN WAKE ME UP I HAVE A HIGH FEVER' sigh on the door.
thank God im alive now,seriously.