boy diary if i'm not wrong the rain picture should finally be gone.i don't know why im blogging really.completely lost momentum and now i don't blog anymore.i don't write anyth anymore either.actually if i look back and consider how my life is going..im busy doing nothing.very busy,honest.but i don't seem productive.productive and not doing anything worth doing.i just know im always tired and there's a lot of homework.everybody probably is mugging away,or at least completely math tutorials..but all i'm doing is thinking about going for tuition to figure math out but never getting pass that stage of progress.

progress is the wrong word.

meng's birthday now.but i bet he's sleeping.how odd.it's meng's birthday.a thousand images are brought to mind.or rather,memories and what if's.i should wish him soon.

im too tired to care if rain's in sg and sleeping peacefully now.im also too ashamed of myself because ppl like rachel's melvin exist and are so super godly,it scares me.that's what i need to go back to being.God-crazy.not some fan of rain.

forget the rain,bring back the Son.

plus too many girls like rain.i shall just turn my attentions to sexy integration from now on.  ¶ 1:47 AM