something went wrong it is like the twist of fate
but who believes in such things anyway
it was a stupid mistake
it wasn't anybody's fault
maybe her own
maybe not
this had never happened before
she should have seen it coming her way
but it happened
and when it did it was amusing for a while
but little ironies like that are tragic
they are just stupid ideas
in the madness of boredom
and perhaps the lack of sunshine
the desire to run away with the music
that chimes in her ears
she just needed a character to play with
a story to make up
someone to fall in love with
or no
there is already someone else
she thinks
there is no one at all
she thought
but everyone needs someone to love from time to time
not love
like
ridiculous
but when the music starts to sing
seeing clouds roll by is a facade
beneathe it all is raw human emotion
flipping uncontrolled somewhere inside
beauty is not a face
it is an illusion
but she cannot be dreaming
even if she blinks once
twice
things could have gone so simply
left to simmer
die out
nothing should have come out of it
but in the heat of the moment
something went wrong  ¶ 10:25 PM